So here I am on the eve of my 30th birthday, my very last day of being 29, just about 4 hours left of being a twenty-something. A couple of years ago, I remember snidely chuckling away to myself, when a favourite blogger of mine turned 30, believing that it was so far away, it could never touch me. I'm regretting that now. And to be honest, I thought I would be okay, I really honestly truly believed that I would be greeting this new decade with a casual insouciance and indifference that would normally be characteristic for me, but I'm not. I'm terrified of how quickly my twenties have zoomed by and how little I've accomplished and perhaps that is what is upsetting me. On the cusp of another decade on this planet, well, I feel like a bit of a failure. No, scratch that, I feel majorly like a failure. I'm drowning in self-pity and anguish at wasted opportunities, at thrown-away chances, at my inherent laziness and procrastination, at my never-ending ability to p...
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our usual adda is the cafe outside clg...its cheap and much better than our clg canteen,atleast there is some peace there...orelse one finds more crows than students in our canteen...nd they are huge and terrible!!! *poof*
I do eat off campus most of the time. But a half an hour break between lectures doesn't really gimme much time. So the canteen it was.
Guess that's not going to happen again.
No methinks...maybe the 'roachers must be tasty...eeeww!
But I haven't had such a bad experience yet...or maybe I couldn't see the disgusting things but they were very much present?
Can't think...yuck!
even i find small hair in food (the thought of its origin makes me puke.... yuck!)
@ So damn cool : I thought I was immune and I walked back into the canteen but now whenever I walk into the canteen. I begin to see cockroaches ever. Alas, the power of an overactive imagination. :(